Happy Birthday Journey / Lori Mommy 2. Twins Kinsey And Kylee (mommy 2 angel twins )
I am keeping you close to my heart and uplifted in prayer. Journeys first birthday will be bittersweet-I have thought of you both all day. I remember Kinsey and Kylee's first bday. I didnt know how I would be that day and I took a few hours to be just completeley by myself and go through all their things-the few things that I had. The little blankets they were wrapped in, the pictures. I remember just smelling their hats...then I cried for what seemed like forever-then I refolded everything and put it away. It was good to just relive the worst moment of my life. Many people don't understand the pain we suffer-they donr understand the need for validation of our babies-of the importance of their exsistince no matter how little. I never dreamed I would be the momma of angels-I never even realized there were so many of us out there. This happens way too often and I pray to God that someday there will at least be answers as to why our babies are called home before they even get to take their first breaths. I'm a strong, devoted christian who know that God has our lives planned way before we are even thought of-I just wish we didnt have to wonder why these things happen-He comforts me daily-but I still hurt everyday-everyday-everyday! Im with you sister-I send you my love, my strength and Gods sweet grace.
Happy 1st birthday sweet Journey-
In heaven you will celebrate
Although were missing you so much here
We know that you're doing just great
What could be better than singing,
with the angels your birthday song
or blowing out candles and opening up gifts
while Jesus looks upon
Although we miss you dearly
We know that your just fine
We will see you once again
When Jesus says it's time
Happy Birthday Our Sweet Journey
Were sending you all our love
And know that it is going
Straight to Heaven up above

Loving you always xoxo
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