Tommorrow you will/would be 6 months old. Mommy got very sad today, I cried in the car on my way home from work just thinking of you, and how I wish you were here. My heart is always half broken b/c I dont have you with me. I will love you forever. As each day passes time does help, but there are those hard rough days that mommy has. I hope that when I talk to you that you hear me and I hope that everytime I tell Jesus I love you that he tells you. I know that you and Little Jesse are together, and Im glad for that. Please be with me tomorrow as I know it will be a rough day. On the days you know I am extra sad, please just be with me. I love you Journey Marie, always and forever!!!
Miss Journey / Mandi Taylor (Friend of Mommy's )Read >>
Miss Journey / Mandi Taylor (Friend of Mommy's )
Hi there Miss Journey, I think of you every day, but for some reason I have thought about you a lot today. I must say thank you to you and to my Jesse, because obviously you two have brought mommy and I together. It is nice when I get to talk to mommy, because we know what each other are going through, and we both miss you guys more than the world. It is funny miss Journey, because, I never knew of you until after you were here and gone, but sometimes I feel like I miss you. I guess you and Jesse are both special to us and in my heart. Valentines is coming soon, and even though you aren't here physically know that that is the day of love, and remember that there are so many people here on earth that love and miss you. I see how much pride and love is in your Mommy and Daddy's eyes when they talk about you , and oh my baby girl, you are one very special baby. Well Journey, please give my son a kiss for me, and make sure he is watching over you for your daddy. Send your mommy some kisses, and daddy a lot of love and make them know that you are safe. Love To You Sweet Heart Mandi, Jesse's Momma Close
Hello my sweet Journey, today is a hard day for daddy and I both. Today is daddy's birthday, and it is also the day you were conceived. Daddy is very sad and has said he just wishes this day would be over, b/c he misses you oh so much, please be with him and let him feel your love. He says he just wishes you were here for him to hold. Momma misses you alot too. We both love you so much, we know you are safe with Jesus, but we will always love and miss you!!
Sending Birthday Wishes to My Daddy / Kim Egolf (cousin)
Hi Journey, Today is your Dad's Birthday, I would ask you & Jesus to be with him today....Sending him peace, happiness & lots of love today...Everyone is still hurting because Jesus has taken you...but there is a reason for it...he wanted you to be with him in Heaven...Your dad loves you very much & misses you so...you looked just like him....he is such a wonderful dad...even though you not here.....you probably already know this....I believe Chris thinks alot about you while he is driving in his truck....you are with him....I want him to know that....Chris I wanted to wish you a very Happy Birthday today & your daughter loves you very much...the same as you love her....she is with you today....I feel it....I'll keep you in my prayers....believe in our Lord Savior Christ....for he his the Truth, The Way & The Light....you need no one else but him. I love You Chris & Kelly both....Even though you can't see Journey....she is still here....In Spirit!!
Journey, Today Paula Peck passed away, she had cancer. She suffered several years before the Lord finally took her to be with him. She left behind two children, Olivia & Zach....her husband Ronnie. I know she is completely healed now & has no more pain. She is with God & so are you.....when you see her.....please give her lots of hugs & the two of you please send extra support & love down to her family.....for us being on earth....death is hard to understand....but only God knows why? I know someday we will all be reunited.....we'll all get to see our heavenly father....but until then if you Journey.....& Paula could please be with us......tell Jesus to send some comfort....it would be appreciated.... Journey I know your mom really misses you alot....I Know she longs to hold you......if only just one more time.....she thinks about you all the time....from the moment she wakes up....to the time she lays down to sleep....I know she cries....she hides her pain....but it just hurts....I love you mom Journey.....I always have.....I hurt for her also.....I don't know what to say to make her feel better.....there is nothing anyone can say to ease her pain.....I pray alot for her...& I think of you alot as well.....ask God to send some love & support to your mom Journey....she sure could use it....I can't wait until I see the two of you together in Heaven.....only then will she feel that her emptiness is fulfilled.....only you Journey can fill her whole in her heart....speak to your moms heart Journey....fill it with hope, love & understanding...let her know you see her everyday & you will embrace her when that day comes.....but until then.....just keep smilin....I never even got to hold your precious little body but I will too someday....I love you Journey & your mom! Good night sweetheart...my precious Angel!
Everywhere an Angel Could be / Chase Peck (cousin)
Journey Marie
Sometimes when I think of you, I break down and cry. I know God needed you, But I want to know why? I never got to hold your hands, or bounce you on my knee. But when I think of this, My heart is filled with glee. Your are up in the Heavens, Looking down on us all. Even though you were oh so small.... You were to be the greatest gift of all. I think of how safe you are at night, Nestled in the stars that shine so bright. Then in the daytime you float on a cloud, You hear every prayer & thought outloud. Journey, Journey Oh where could you be? Is that you....The beautiful sun Thats shinning down on me? I take a look around and then I see... Your everywhere an Angel could be! I love you & miss you, Your cousin, Chase Peck
On your 1st Heavenly Christmas / Momma
Journey Marie, Mommy and Daddy love and miss you so much! Today was so hard for us, not only b/c it was Christmas but it was also your 4 months in heaven. I sure bet heaven was beautiful celebrating Jesus's birthday today. I bet you had lots of fun. We burned candles for you and little Jesse, I just know you 2 are the best of friends.
Journey please be with your daddy, maybe you can visit him in his dreams he sure does miss you like I do. You know you are his little hunter. We both cried today, we dont mean to, but we are just so sad, and Momma's heartaches for you. I know you are with Jesus, but sometimes momma just wants you here with me. What I wouldnt give to be able to just hold you one more time.
Mommy and Daddy will love you FOREVER Journey Marie, we miss you so much.
Sending lots of LOVE and HUGS To you In Heaven!! Love, Your Momma
P.S. Happy 4 months in Heaven
I still hear the songs I still see the lights I still feel your love on cold wintery nights
I still share your hopes and all your cares Ill even remind you to please say your prayers
I just want to tell you you still make me proud You stand head and shoulders above all the crowd
Keep trying each moment to stay in his grace I came here before you to help set your place
You dont have to be perfect all the time He forgives you the slip If you continue to climb
To my family and friends please be thankful today Im still close beside you In a new special way
I love you all dearly now dont shed a tear Cause im spending my christmas with Jesus this year. Close
Merry Christmas Journey / Ginger Hann
Dear Journey, I know you will be having a wonderful Christmas in Heaven this year. Mommy, Daddy, and the rest of your family are going to be having a rough time so please send them hugs, kisses, and lots of love from Heaven. Merry Christmas Angel Journey. Sending hugs and kisses up to Heaven to you. Close
Journey You'll Never Be Forgotten! / Kim Egolf (cousin)
Journey
I never got to hold you, or touch your little toes. But when I think of you, my heart just glows & glows. Jesus needed you in Heaven, to be an Angel by his side. But when you left this world, you left us all behind. I know your in Heaven, and we shall meet again. But until that day comes, God please send us your love... Again, Again & Again.
December 11, 10:34pm Journey, Mommy has been so sad lately. I know its b/c of the holiday season and Christmas just in 2 weeks, but baby girl momma's heart has been hurting so bad. Every day I cry for you. I wish you were here with me. I get so upset and think its so unfair. I went to the Labor of Love Memorial service last week for you, and you had alot of family there. Tonight we went to another Memorial service for you. The pastor kept saying about how to let loved ones go, and how we have memories of them, and all the good times we spent with our families. But he doesnt know I didnt get to see you smile, or laugh or cry. I dont have those memories. I carried you and for that I am thankful. I am thankful for all the kicks you gave me and all the back pain, everything that I ever complained about, I am glad now that I had the pain. I miss you so Much Journey Marie, please just send momma some of your love, b/c I am needing it. Help me get through the next few weeks.
We got your headstone yesterday it is so beautiful, but once again momma stood there and cried as they placed it down on the ground ..... I kept thinking I should not be watching this. I should not be at this grave watching this man put up a headstone for my baby girl. I should be holding her in my arms. GIve your grandma's kisses for me, and tell them to take good care of you til I get there. Give Jesse's kisses for me and his momma too.
I missed you while we were at Disney! / Vicki Momma To Angel Emalee Rain Read >>
I missed you while we were at Disney! / Vicki Momma To Angel Emalee Rain
We are back from Disney ! I missed lighting candles for all my angel babies. I hope all of you know that I love you and I kept you close to my heart while we were away. I sent you all hugs and kisses every night when they sent fireworks into the sky. I hope you caught them and I hope everyone had a wonderful Thanksgiving in Heaven. I pictured all of you eating pumpkin pie with my Emalee. To all of you and your families I send you my love and prayers. This holiday season is going to be hard for us all but please know I have you all in my thoughts and in my heart! To my special Journey everytime I saw the princesses I thought of you and my Emalee haveing a party and dancing around the castle! Love to you and your family! Emalee's Momma Close
Thinking of you / Christy Gradenhour (Little Jesse's Grandma )Read >>
Thinking of you / Christy Gradenhour (Little Jesse's Grandma )
Hello sweet Journey,you are three months old now.I know Mommy and Daddy miss you so very much.Maybe you can find a way to let them know how very well you and all your Angel friends are cared for in Heaven.I pray that you and JT look out for each other.The coming holiday is going to be so bitter sweeet.It's a time to rejoice in the birth of our Christ but at the same time we are hurting because our little ones aren't here for their first Christmas.Journey you are a very beautiful little girl and I'm happy that you and JT brought your mommies and daddies together so they are friends.They all have so much love for you and JT.As I go remember how much love we all have for all of you,continue to blow your kisses and send your hugs to mommy and daddy,I'm sure they look forward to them.Hugs to you Sweet Angel,please give my Litttle Jesse a great big hug and tell him his Grandma loves so very much. Close
Three Months / Mandi
Little Journey, Today you would have been three months old. I know how sad and hurt your wonderful Mommy and Daddy are. I know that we are suppose to be the ones watching over you. You know though that we can not do this, so I pray that you will keep sending your mommy and daddy lots of kisses. Every time Daddy feels the wind on his face while hunting or mommy is watching the leaves / snow blow around out the window, let them know that your kisses are in that wind. I hope you and Jesse are best of friends up there and I wish you both could be down here with us. Thank you for bringing mommy and daddy and us together. You have great parents and they love you SOOO much! Give my boy a kiss from me and remember....blow your daddy and mommy lots of kisses! Good Night Sweet Heart Mandi.... Close
Christmas/ Sarah Mummy 2. ~*~ Joshua Blakeway Read >>
Christmas/ Sarah Mummy 2. ~*~ Joshua Blakeway Close
my little angel / Grammy Howell (grandmother)Read >>
my little angel / Grammy Howell (grandmother)
my little angel mommy is right its getting closer to the holidays, and grammy is very sad, and hurt. i wanted u here with us so bad, grammy bought alittle tree just for u. i love u so much, but i know in my heart that God is taking care of u, and i know your grandmother betty is watching over u, so that makes me feel just alittle better. someday baby girl grammy will c u and i will never let u go. i love u Journey Marie Close
For you sweety / Sarah Mummy 2. ~*~ Joshua Blakeway Read >>
For you sweety / Sarah Mummy 2. ~*~ Joshua Blakeway Close